Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Anger


I live in a high rise building and there is always some positives and negatives about staying in an apartment.
You have a lot of facilities and at the same time you have quite a number of things to put you off.

I love my home (though am on rent here) and have a lot of fond memories for life living in this place.

Speaking only of the non pleasurable things, You get to hear kids cry at all odd hours.. people partying over weekends till early morning.. dogs barking all the time (which I dont like), noise of tables and cots being pulled around, drilling and renovations and many such things. Never have I been so irritated but now I cant control my anger because there is some fat person on my head dancing daily for about 45 mins and this creates so much noise in every corner of my house..

Feels like some 100 kilo boulder is banging on our head daily.
Many calls, emails and request have gone waste. That special (read ugly) someone is hated by me so much that am growing older and irritated. Hardly I feel hatred and Jealous (M so humble you see) but the anger that I have these days for this person is hard to believe. If in Delly Belly style this person falls down into my house I might just hang her right there. Ok .. now lemme control my anger..

They say even God wants to join people who are ready to dance! But this dance has just got on my nerves and I feel like suggesting to this person to first hit the gym or jogging track, get into shape and then show off her dancing skills, probably I can tolerate few lesser kilos and definitely not this boulder.

People have so much attitude that they forget ethics and etiquette of living in a society like this and In our country requests and pleadings dont work and God knows what actually works here.

I might join for some Yoga or meditation classes to tolerate such nonsense in Life!